18. Miranda and Clarke as Penpals

Clarke,

I don’t know what to tell you. There are splinters in our hands. What did you do this time? Also, we’ve got another psychiatry appointment the day after tomorrow (4/27), so I’m going to need full control on that day.

—Miranda

Hate it here. When are we leaving? – C

Clarke,

We’ll be here until our situation improves. We’re going to be put on a new Rx pending Dr analysis (tomorrow!!! don’t forget!!!), which should mitigate the mood swings. I doubt it’ll be too bad for you, but I’m letting you know anyway.

—Miranda

No more pills. Get us out. – C


Where to Begin

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17. Clarke as a Performer

“Wanna see what I can do?”

“No,” Lye replies without looking up. They’re far from the watching eyes of the hospital, so Miranda has let Clarke out for some exercise. Lye just wants to read and work on his tan.  

“Watch!”

Lye closes his book around his finger and looks up. “Do you know how similar you two are?”

Clarke sends his fist into the trunk of the thickest oak in the grove. The sound of splintering wood rips the air. He pulls his hand back and watches Lye expectantly. The tree topples.

“Oh my.”

Clarke grins. “I’m strong.”

“Clearly.”


Where to Begin

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16. Lye as a Tour Guide

They stroll arm-in-arm along the wall. Lye points out the plants they pass. Once, long ago, he was going to be a botanist. He still knows their names.

“How old is this place?” She trails the tips of her fingers over old bricks.

Lye eyes Miranda sternly. She talks about home with a faraway look, misses shoelaces more than kids her age, and hates being interrupted, but has no problem interrupting him with questions that have nothing to do with the conversation.

“1855, I’ve been told. Before that, it was the estate of a businessman from Boston.”

“What happened?”

“Who knows.”


Where to Begin

← Chapter 15 |  Chapter 17 →

15. Dinner for Two

“He’s an idiot,” Miranda says emphatically as she forks roast beef into her mouth. She eats more than anyone else he’s ever met. “Dissociative Identity Disorder. Ha! He’ll be calling me Sybil next. Wait’ll Clarke meets him.”

“I take it that the session didn’t go well?”  

Miranda gives him a long-suffering look. Lye focuses on his bread so she won’t notice his smile.

When she begins to pick up her tray to go, Lye puts a hand on her shoulder. “You’ve still got to eat your beans, Miranda.”

She gives him that look again but picks up her fork, anyway.


Where to Begin

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14. Miranda vs Therapy, Part III

“Do you know what Dissociative Identity Disorder is?” Asks Dr. Smith after about half an hour of pointless questions and incessant notepad-scribbling.

Miranda gives him a cold stare.

Dr. Smith takes this to mean that she doesn’t know what it is, and so he launches into a long-winded explanation.

When he’s done, “No, you’re not listening,” she says, “Clarke isn’t a different personality. He’s a completely different person.”

Dr. Smith nods understandingly and smiles reassuringly. “Yes, of course,” he croons, “I understand completely. He’s the Mr. Jekyll to your Dr. Hyde, right?”

Miranda decides that she doesn’t like Dr. Smith.


Where to Begin

← Chapter 13 |  Chapter 15 →

13. Miranda vs Therapy, continued

Miranda is beginning to seriously dislike that legal pad. And all of Dr. Smith’s incessant scribbling. “It’s rude to write when someone’s talking to you,” she points out, quirking an eyebrow at the doctor.

“I’m just taking notes.”

To Miranda’s consternation, he doesn’t even look up when he says it.

She toys with the idea of letting Clarke out if only to get Dr. Smith’s attention. But Miranda isn’t vindictive, and she’s afraid of actually hurting people. “You do realize that most communication is nonverbal, right?” She asks. “And if you aren’t looking, you’re going to miss most of it.”


Where to Begin

← Chapter 12 |  Chapter 14 →

12. Dissociative?

Miranda sits across from Dr. Hiram Smith, her hands folded in her lap.

“Of course I have an idea,” Miranda corrects. Lye told her to go in with an open mind. She really does want to get better. “I just don’t know exactly what he’s doing. He’s unpredictable.”

“Can you show him to me now?” Dr. Smith asks.

Miranda can feel Clarke roll over in her mind. “I could,” she hedges, “But I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“And why not?”

She doesn’t look at him. “I’m afraid that he’ll hurt you.”

The doctor scribbles on the legal pad.



Where to Begin

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